Grump.

2017-04-23 03:02 pm
msilverstar: (billy playing BW)
[personal profile] msilverstar
I seem to be a fandom lurker now, except with people who I know well or fangirl hard or both. I miss the community but I'm shit at creating it these days.

But I still love you all.

Currently failing to see Billy Boyd at a comic con in San Jose. And Gina Torres. Because driving on a stressful freeway, parking, walking, waiting in line: all too much for me.

Writing this all out, it seems clear that depression is getting to me. Fuck.

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Date: 2017-04-23 10:17 pm (UTC)
nverland: (Default)
From: [personal profile] nverland
It gets hard when there are so few of us still trying to keep people excited. I'm glad you're still around, though.

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Date: 2017-04-23 11:17 pm (UTC)
princessofgeeks: (Default)
From: [personal profile] princessofgeeks
I still feel so connected with my friends (like you) but it's weird not having the impetus to write.

Good luck if it's depression. Fingers crossed for you. You are in my thoughts.

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Date: 2017-04-23 11:22 pm (UTC)
isis: (hugs)
From: [personal profile] isis
Take care of yourself.

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Date: 2017-04-23 11:40 pm (UTC)
mirabile: made just for me (Default)
From: [personal profile] mirabile
I'm sorry to read this. You're such an amazing person and have been so important in my fandom experience. And yes, that does sound like depression. What's your depression plan?

*hugs you*

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Date: 2017-04-25 10:32 pm (UTC)
mirabile: made just for me (Default)
From: [personal profile] mirabile
Yes, call Kaiser, and let us know how it goes. You have a lot of people pulling for you.

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Date: 2017-04-24 12:06 am (UTC)
claudia603: (Default)
From: [personal profile] claudia603
Sweetie, I'm so sorry. Depression sucks and there's no two ways about it. People always think it's about being sad, but it's not. It's exactly what you describe above. Things just being too much. I don't have advice because I'm not even dealing with my own that well, but I'm here to lend an ear. *hugs hugs*

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Date: 2017-04-24 05:47 am (UTC)
linaelyn: (LOTR hugs)
From: [personal profile] linaelyn
*hugs*

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Date: 2017-04-24 07:19 am (UTC)
makamu: (favourite Tolkien quote by brouhaha)
From: [personal profile] makamu
*hugs* I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, and maybe, just maybe there will be one more person intent on reviving the fandom regularly joining the ranks again :)

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Date: 2017-04-24 01:48 pm (UTC)
anatsuno: a black and wide photo of anatsuno, grinning (all about ana)
From: [personal profile] anatsuno
oh my, I know those feels. *hugs you all up* <333

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Date: 2017-04-24 07:25 pm (UTC)
splix: (Default)
From: [personal profile] splix
*hug* I'm sorry you're feeling low. That sucks hard. :(

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Date: 2017-04-24 08:30 pm (UTC)
sarkka: midsummer bonfire that looks like a feenix (Default)
From: [personal profile] sarkka
Oh noes....hope it will get better.

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Date: 2017-04-28 07:32 am (UTC)
grey_wonderer: (Default)
From: [personal profile] grey_wonderer
I understand. Things creep up on us all and depress us. Sometimes it's very hard to find joy but it's there somewhere. Don't worry about making communities. Just turn up here and say hi. If you feel like doing a community, you will but if not it's still all good. ( Hugs )

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Date: 2017-04-29 05:39 am (UTC)
dancingyel: (Default)
From: [personal profile] dancingyel
Sending you love!

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Date: 2017-05-06 10:22 pm (UTC)
skulkings: (Default)
From: [personal profile] skulkings
My actual connection, in terms of visiting sites, reading fic, actually knowing where the action is, being interested in newer fandoms... is at about .01%.

When I do meet up with fandom people – I'm known for my fandom around a certain someone – and I've had to learn to reply to their questions and stories about him with an ad nauseam, "We're divorced."

But I still think about the people I met in fandom all the time, most of all a special handful, which includes you. So I still drop into your journal and I fully admit it isn't timely, and then mostly I don't comment because it feels maybe weird to comment on an old thing, but look, this post is less than a month old so what the hell!

Hi, miss you.
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